If u wanna fall in love,pls be prepared to be hurt i hate u alot but i'm still missing u like hell
My story my life my love TANMEILING♥HER FAMILY'S ♥I HATE BEING TEST BY PPL!! ♥没有你的一天我的明天不快乐! i don't need u i have my own attitude . =) I'm 22 this year. But so what if I act like a Kid. You can ignore it! my heart beats faster whenever i think of U ! If I had the chance, I never would have let myself ♥ you n u will never understand the words of PAIN 我以为你给了我一线希望! I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close ♥我想知道她哪里比我好很多♥ crap with mi when a decision is made, there's always a price tat comes along. Whatever that will come with the decision, one has to accept.E world isnt fair, when one side is beautiful, the others isnt.when someone choose to left something behind, it will be gone forever. my beloved friends my beloved sis, xiaobaby, amy, yixin, jasmine, jiali, meiling Enci, yanyan, sipei, genie, tricia, ziling, yiling, yiling blog 2, shirley, B.Steph , fiona, elaine, jasline, jyjy, jiaer, vevian, gina, winnie, jamie, sipei, peiting, keng, joyce, lianlian, yingying, tricia, rebecca, yinghui, tingting, nana, xiaojass, yvonne, xiaobubble, xiaopear, wenhong, laozhabor, Music Playlist at MixPod.com Its just too difficult to pretend that I don't care for you anymore. Its just so difficult to pretend I don't miss you anymore. Its just so difficult not to think of you at all. Everything is so difficult. I'm cold. So cold. I hope this period will blow over soon..................................... when a decision is made, there's always a price tat comes along. Whatever that will come with the decision, one has to accept.E world isnt fair, when one side is beautiful, the others isnt.when someone choose to left something behind, it will be gone forever....................... Archives June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 January 2009 February 2009 September 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Tuesday, February 9, 2010 5 more days to CNY already! didn't go out for today.=) was busy cleaning n packing my room.=) well, i still haven buy any cloths for CNY.really nothing nice at bugis.. shall meet up with my TWINS LAOPO on thursday tgt go town buy.=) I MISS U PO! IT HAD BEEN GOING A YEAR NEVER SEE HER LE. MISS U LAOPO! MY BELOVED ROOM! Labels: 11 MORE DAYS TO GO I'm confused! What I feel is hate nw, no to anyone other than myself. 3 days seems like 3 months ! Labels: jam totally jam n confused Monday, February 8, 2010 6 more days to Valentine's day! HATE IT MAN! DAMN IT! ARGH! Anyway let's talk about today.Today! woke up 10 plus in thr morning.. was on the line with ahkeong.. chat with him awhile n i prepare myself n meet him at AMK.. after everything had done, took cab down to AMK meet him.. acc him go eat n buy toto... after that sit at S11 wait for nui come down n we headed to K -POOL ! =) Derrick was at there too.. n so qi, Saw xiaopear and her friends over there too. :) Slack slack n walk around at AMKHUB til 5 plus ahbee n ahli den come down... after that they off to work n i took cab home, cause i damn miss my beloved dog can?!.=) took some pics with him once i reach home. =) Don't care ! Don't know la! Don't want to know ! =) Labels: 想你想你好想你 Sunday, February 7, 2010 woke up in the morning. prepare myself n took cab down to baby house.john n mac also at her house.=).waited for baby to prepare everything.. after that i go for my hair cut n they go eat their lunch. after that cab down to bugis meet steven.. reach bugis 2 plus.didn't go any shopping for today as dad's had give mi $$ today for CNY cloths. so i saved the $$..play pool awhile til 3 plus after that headed to geylang find kazua with baby cause kazua working at lor 34. he knock off at 6pm but still early so i open 1hour hotel room go up with baby n rest . took some pics in the hotel. we damn boliao can?! haha!! after that..................................... new hair cut ! =) Saturday, February 6, 2010 woke up by baby agian this morning 8 plus. ask her to go prepre herself n come my house here. she come down with xiaofe too =) after that we headed to my house nearby e mac for breakfast while waiting for diona to be prepred.. after everything, Cab down to ps and meet up with xiaofei de friends over . shop shop n bought some staff from mini bits.=) after that go watch movie.. watch MY EX! watch til half i fall asleep.. show ends at 4 plus but i 3 plus left already cause i got reporting at 4.30pm.. took cab down to mcys for reporting. after reporting cab down to bugis find john steven n baby they all. go play pool awhile n shop shop at street. baby n mi bought a same T-SHIRT n 2 more black colour top =).. damn nice can?! i I bought alot of new staff n cloths but is not for CNY , TIL NW I STILL DON KNOW WHAT TO GET FOR CNY. DAMN IT ! Labels: saw u today but u didn't see mi Friday, February 5, 2010 woke up by baby call in the morning. so i ask her to come up may house first cause i haven prepare everything yet. after everything Cab down to bugis and meet up with Laosu, had our meal at Waruku Pasta.After that , catch a movie , TOOTH FAIRY , stupid show! but i donno y baby n laosu keep laughing.After watching , Went to street and get some stuffs , meet up with Shirley as well at BK outside.. shop at street n den Took cab down to East Coast Park and had our dinner at Waruku again, After eating , took cab home , Send laosu first , after that baby, n i'm the last 1 to reach home n pay the cab fair too =") Tan Heng Yong & Audrey Teo Wedding CONGRATS.cousin!..=)
i hate u alot but i'm still missing u so much